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29th October, 2004. 10:01 pm. Long time, no blog

Its bee forever since I have blogged here. I would post my new website addy, but its anonymous for a reason. Not like anyone reads this anyway, besides you logan. ;)

Name:::: alisha
Age:::: 17
Gender:::: female

*Love Status*
Are you single:::: nope
Are you in love:::: yup
Have you ever been in love:::: yes
Have you been kissed:::: few times
Madeout:::: got to define that
Had sex:::: nope!
Believe in love:::: yes :)
Who is your crush:::: ones that I can droll over yet never actually meet? Several...Brian Krause...Jesper Tyden...

Current Mood:: so so, little sleepy
Current Clothes:: jeans, sweater
Current Taste:: mozza sticks and sobe
Current Smell:: ceder
Current Song:: Survivor by Reba
Current Book:: Speaker for the Dead
Current Worry:: what offers will I get from USC and york...
Current Website:: mine! not here though, my real one
Current Thought:: my eyes itch
Current Want:: more sobe, I dont like this one.
Current Question:: Ich weiss nicht
Currently Doing:: filling this out
Currently Talking To:: logan

Zodiac Sign?: aries
Favorite Hobby?: computer programing, photography
Secret Sin?: those are supposed to be secret, arnt they?
Sexiest Confession: I dont have one, unfortually.
Favorite Hobby?: photography

Abortion:: Im completly against it 100% for myself in any situation, but for others, they should be able to get help if they need it. But it shouldnt be birth control...
Suicide:: losers way out
The Death Penalty:: some people *deserve* to die, but it doesnt mean we have the right to kill them
The colour black:: sliming
Curfews:: what curfew?
Rock music:: depends if im in mood
Pop music:: rarly in the mood
Dance music:: in the mood?
Rap music:: nope! never in mood..
Classical music:: sometimes
The youth of today?: God help us...
Peanuts:: wonderful cartoon
Tecnology:: makes the world go round
Religion:: A good thing
Pizza:: cheese only, please
Genetically Modified crops:: all for it
Cloning:: no!
Nuclear power:: In chem I learned alot about it. I used to be against it, but I realized it just needs improvements, but it is a wonderful source of power.
War:: Sad
George Bush:: like I said, God help us...
The Queen:: God save the queen?
Tony Blair:: Meh, you need some common sense...
Cheesecake:: Love it!
Chinese:: so good, the food anyway...
Surveys?: fun
Online Journals:: in my reg journal
Chatrooms:: only with few people
Instant Messenger:: not for me usually
Stereotypes:: are true, most of the time
Cheating:: on tests? or on people?
Drugs:: well, red bull is apparently banned in canada...and Ive had that as an american. so ha!
Alcohol:: Ive had before, but I have medicines that play with my brain now...so gotta be careful.
Mobile Phones:: fun fun
Siblings:: save me
Harry potter:: used to be good, sucks now...
Lord Of The Rings:: movie good, havent read books..
Death:: part of life
Life:: pretty good for me, so fustrating at times
Love:: complicated, but worth it
Lust:: dont know about
Hate:: not right
Sex:: waiting to answer that one
Germans:: I LOVE THEM TO DEATH. And no, I didnt add that question, was already there.

More background info from you.
Are you optimistic, pessimistic, or...sadistic?: depends on the day
Are you in high school? almost done...
Tell me which of these movies you've seen, and what you thought of them.
:Fight Club:: never seen
:Training Day:: never seen
:Pirates Of The Carribbean:: liked it
:Snatch:: never seen
:The Nightmare Before Christmas:: saw when I was like 6, scared me if I remember right
:Trainspotting:: never saw
:Beverly Hills Cop:: never saw

Random questions...
Do you like popcorn?: sometimes
What are you allergic to?: hmm, bees that I know of, skin doesnt like certain kinds of materials
Have you ever eaten glue?: probably in kindergarten
Give me a reason you live.: many, love, life, happeness, the future, hope
Is Lord Of The Rings boring or exciting?: exciting
What woke you up this morning?: my alarm...and i tu

Make Notes

11th April, 2004. 5:48 pm.

1) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
The book is "The Sky Road." It says: 'of the room. I presumed it contained the bed.'

2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
nothing, air

3) What is the last thing you watched on TV?

4) WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
5:40 PM

5) Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
5:39 PM

6) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV, some movie is on

7) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday I was outside, and I went shopping.

8) What are you wearing?
Nightgown (long red ankle length shirt), Sweater, pair of Jeans

9) Did you dream last night?

10) When did you last laugh?
Today, I asked my mother if I could call Logan. When I expected a: ‘no.’ ‘how could you think that?!’ ‘where is this going to go from there?’, and she actually said ‘I don’t think our cell phone covers Nova Scotia’, I just had to laugh.

11) What is on the walls of the room you are in?
It is a very large room. We have 4 windows in this room, and one very big oil painting of a magnolia and a large family portrait. There is also a dream catcher on the wall.

12) Seen anything weird lately?
Of course.

13) Last movie you saw?
See #3

14) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
A house…or my college education.

15) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I haven’t a clue…might move Nova Scotia and Louisiana closer together though.
16) Do you like to dance?
Yes, most of the time

17) George Bush:
Odd fellow, from texas, weird accent…oh yeah, president.
18) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I would like to call her Anastasia, but there are a lot of other girl names I would pick too. Anja is my favorite I think.

19) [Same question for a boy]
I might name him William, but I have always though the fathers name the sons, and women the daughters thing.

20) Would you ever consider living abroad?
Of course!

Read 1 Note -Make Notes

31st March, 2004. 5:09 pm.

what is your name? :: Alisha
are you named after anyone? :: sorta, my stillborn aunt, Lisa
what's your screename? :: profstirling87
would you name a child of yours after you? :: nope
if you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? :: Jason, or Justin
if you could switch names with a friend who would it be? :: No clue
are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? :: Alicia, Alysia, Aleisha...dont get me started. >_<
would you drop your last name if you became famous? :: No

- basics -
your gender :: female
straight/gay/bi :: straight
single? :: not really
if not, do you want to be? :: nope
birthdate :: 4/6
your age :: 16 going on 17
age you act :: 12? 30?
age you wish you were :: 24
your height :: 5'2
eye color :: brownish
happy with it? :: eye color? yes
hair color :: brown
happy with it? :: yesh
lefty/righty/ambidextrous :: righty mostly
your living arrangement :: at home
your family :: parents and brother
have any pets? :: baby, my cat, and two german shepards
whats your job? :: I like to think of myself as a temp agent
piercings? :: several ;)
tattoos? :: logan kinda forbids it... ;)
obsessions? :: see above...nah, just kidding
addictions? :: nope
do you speak another language? :: Sprechen sie detusch?
have a favorite quote? :: several
do you have a webpage? :: alishahime.com and another I dont tell anyone, shhhhh.

- deep thoughts about life and you in it -
do you live in the moment? :: yes
do you consider yourself tolerant of others? :: yes
do you have any secrets? :: from who?
do you hate yourself? :: nope
do you like your handwriting? :: nope, detest it
do you have any bad habits? :: some
what is the compliment you get from most people? :: im very responsible
if a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? :: Life on the Outside
what's your biggest fear? :: family dying
can you sing? :: no
do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? :: yes
are you a loner? :: yes...
what are your #1 priorities in life? :: to live
if you were another person, would you be friends with you? :: Im not the most outgoing person, you have to try and get to know me.
are you a daredevil? :: nope
is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? :: Nope..
are you passive or agressive? :: mostly passive
do you have a journal? :: yes
what is your greatest strength and weakness? :: strength...my personality, my weakness...emotions.
if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? :: my handwriting?
do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes, and emotionally weak
is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? :: nope
do you think life has been good so far? :: yup
what is the most important lesson you've learned from life? :: live for the moment, because you may not have tomorrow
what do you like the most about your body? :: my eyes
and least? :: icky feet
do you think you are good looking? :: so so
are you confident? :: sometimes
What is the fictional character you are most like? :: Elspeth Gordie, from Obernewtyn
are you perceived wrongly?: no

- do you...
smoke? :: no
do drugs? :: no
read the newspaper? :: yes
pray? :: yes
go to church? :: no
talk to strangers who IM you? :: no
sleep with stuffed animals? :: no
take walks in the rain? :: yes
talk to people even though you hate them? :: I dont hate people
drive? :: I dislike to, but I can
like to drive fast? :: yes...;)

- would or have you ever? -
liked your voice? :: nope...
hurt yourself? :: never on purpose
been out of the country? :: yes
eaten something that made other people sick? :: yes
been in love? :: yes
done drugs? :: nope
gone skinny dipping? :: hehe..yes
had a medical emergency? :: yes
had surgery? :: not technically
ran away from home? :: nope
played strip poker? :: nope
gotten beaten up? :: nothing too serious
beaten someone up? :: nothing too serious
been picked on? :: of course
been on stage? :: yes
slept outdoors? :: yes
thought about suicide? :: not about doing it, but about it in general
pulled an all nighter? :: yes
if yes, what is your record? :: 36 hours
gone one day without food? :: yes, *coughfrequentlyonaccidentcough*
talked on the phone all night? :: no
slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? :: yes
slept all day? :: yes, but not with said member of opposite sex ;)
killed someone? :: nope
made out with a stranger? :: no
had sex with a stranger? :: no!
thought you're going crazy? :: yes...
kissed the same sex? :: if family counts...
done anything sexual with the same sex? :: well, we arnt going there
been betrayed? :: yes
had a dream that came true? :: yes
broken the law? :: yes
met a famous person? :: not exactly
have you ever killed an animal by accident? :: insects...
on purpose? :: yes
told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? :: nope
stolen anything? :: gum, when I was 5...
been on radio/tv :: radio
been in a mosh-pit? :: nope
had a nervous breakdown? :: nah
bungee jumped? :: no
had a dream that kept coming back? :: yes

- beliefs -
belive in life on other planets? :: no
miracles? :: yup
astrology? :: no
magic? :: no
God? :: yes
Satan? :: yes
Santa? :: no
ghosts? :: no
luck? :: no
love at first sight? :: yes
yin and yang (that good cant exist without bad)? :: yes
witches? :: no
easter bunny? :: bunnies that give candy? No...the only bunny thing I got from easter from my bunny was poop pellets...
believe its possible to remain faithful forever? :: yes
believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? :: no..
do you wish on stars? :: yes

- deep theological questions -
(considering i'm not religious at all, they aren't really deep)
do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? :: yes
do you think God has a gender? :: no
do you believe in organized religion? :: no
where do you think we go when we die? :: depends on our life

- love and all that -
do you consider love a mistake? :: never
what do you find romantic? :: just sitting together in silence
turn-on? :: respect
turn-off? :: rudness
first kiss? :: didnt like it
if someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel? :: odd
do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out? :: yes
have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out? :: nope
have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? ::Well, by others standards, yes
do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? :: maybe
what is best about the opposite sex? :: his eyes, and freaky eyebrows that are just his...oh wait, this is in general...*g*
what is the worst thing about the opposite sex? :: too sex oriented
what's the last present someone gave you? :: valentines day gift
are you in love? :: yes
do you consider your significant other hot? :: I hate that word, I find him attractive, yes.

- who was the last person...
that haunted you? :: rabid dogs
you wanted to kill? :: no one
that you laughed at? :: bobby
that laughed at you? :: all the boys at dinner...when I got a 7 layer cake, my face was priceless.
that turned you on? :: I dont care for that term either...
tou went shopping with? :: mommy
that broke your heart? :: no one
to disappoint you? :: no one
to ask you out? :: Long time ago, Hunter
to make you cry? :: No one in paticular
to brighten up your day? :: Logan :)
that you thought about? :: logan
you saw a movie with? :: alone
you talked to on the phone? :: Katherine
you talked to through IM/ICQ? :: Andrew
you saw? :: Father
you lost? :: nana

- right this moment...
are you going out? :: no
will it be with your significant other? :: n/a
what are you wearing right now?: v-neck white shirt, baggy pants (yes pants), cartouche, gold earrings
body part you're touching right now :: hands on keyboard
what are you worried about right now? :: nothing
what book are you reading? :: F451
what's on your mousepad? :: touchpad baby
use 5 words to describe how you're feeling :: jelaous, hungry, sweet, hyper, tired
are you bored? :: a little
are you tired? :: sorta
are you talking to anyone online? :: yes
are you talking to anyone on the phone? :: no
are you lonely or content? :: content
are you listening to music? :: RESPECT....

Make Notes

29th December, 2003. 8:08 pm.

Your fantasies involve love, not lust. You are a
fantastic kisser, and for very good reason:
it's your favorite thing. You are sappy as
hell, and you don't care who knows it.

What's your brand of sexy?
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but..of course!

You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.

"And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world. But
the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and
end to purity."

Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.

As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your
word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to yourself
and do what's right. Angels are the best
friends to have because they are brutally

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Youre the Spring Fairy> you are beautiful happy
cheerful, the perfect friend or soulmate.
Anyone would love to be in youre pretty Spring
fields!! Plaese vote for me as a reward for
working so hard on it!!

Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics)
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You represent... anger.
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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I took these quizzes on a bad day..

lip kiss
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Tree Fairy thats what you are
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Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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Ok, enough of that..

Make Notes

18th December, 2003. 7:25 pm. 2 years and 3 weeks....

Warning: This hasnt been proofread...

Well, what can I say? Its been 2 years, and 3 weeks to the day, and I have once never stopped loving you. Sappy, surely, but thats not my intention. Where did it all begin...

I joined HOL on July 31st, 2001. I remember this because I still have my acceptence letter. I soon became a professor afterwards, taking up the name Isabelle Stirling. I do not remember much about when I first joined HOL, I just remember it being very small, and a close knit community of people. I remember talking to a woman named Mary, and then one named Prof. Stirringstone.

When I became a professor, the age limit was just being put in place. 17 years old. I was 14 at the time. I had lied to become a professor. Afterall, I was Isabelle Stirling, aged 21. But that is another story entirely...

I dont remember the first time meeting you, but I do remember meeting your reputation, which wasnt good. However, as a 14 year old, I didnt hold it against you. At the time, I had no idea of your real age anyway. Like I said, I cant recall meeting you for the first time, but I do remember the first time you saw me. (I think everyone in that room at the time will never forget it either...)

Well, I was embarrased. A guy? Falling over me? (literaly..) ;) Especally Zeln, hard as stone guy with the tough guy meanie old fogger reputation. Well, I guess you really were human afterall.

After that fateful dance, my grandmother fell ill and I had to leave for florida. I was there 6 weeks. 6 weeks alone, no friends, plenty of family, tons of stress, meeting my father for the first time ever, seizures, and on top of that, my nana dying. You were the one person I found comfort in during that time. I dont know if I have ever told you that or not, but its true.

The phone line at nana's was dial up. I couldnt stay on the computer to long, the hospital might call. And one day it did. I went into nana's room and just layed there. I didnt cry or anything, I dont really remember what happened after that, but you can guess.

On November 20th, two days after my nana's death, I realized I loved you. It might of been before that, or after, but that is the date we stick to. I was 14. 14 is so foolish, in love with someone online at 14? He could be a stalker.

I went back to 'real-life', dealing with schools, just barly passing math..boys, gotta hate em, and adjusting to a new life. I just lost my grandmother and the school is asking for bloody proof. It was a very hard time. But I actually loved someone.

On december 2nd...you sent me the bookmark :) I wrote about it, and I printed it out. It was the first thing that I could acutally touch and think of you. It was very comforting, not to mention a good poem. December 8th, a bad day for me. You and swish were fighting...I said I loved you and left suddenly...its very strange when I think about it now. December 16th...do I even want to bring this day up? Not really...

Its when Richard found out about you. They searched my hard drive...which is like going through a teenagers diary, not fun. They told me not to see you again...but I did. Why? I dont know...I just know you were someone that was comforting to me, and appreciated me, and actually liked me. I know you didnt like me for my looks, you couldnt have. We live 2100 miles away, there is no way he can like me for that, so he must acually like me for just me. Thats not something you see in a guy everyday.

I remember when I first got a picture from you, of you. True, you were not someone who I would usually look upon to love, but it honestly didnt matter to me, and never once did it bother me. You sending that picture showed me you trusted me...and that ment everything. It still does. Our trust...is so much, we have alot of faith in each other, more than I ever thought, or dared, to put into a person. That is definally something. alot.

We went though our ups and downs, in Janurary/Feburary, I got sick and never told you. I didnt tell you alot of things, but I guess it has all come out since. Allllll of it, the good and the bad. <3

In april, april 15th to be exact...daniel and you. This was hard. Daniel was my real life boyfriend, and I dumped him. I think this is the first time I ever considered you as my 'boyfriend'. I felt like I was cheating, honestly, to be with another person. I loved you, not him. But I couldnt tell him this, and I feel guilty for that.

We got though it, I dont know when I told you all of these things, but they all came out. Daniel, Dustin, You...it was all so much for me.

Stirry...I love stirry. She is like a second mother to me, and will always be. This woman who I had met as Prof. Stirringstone became Andrea to me. And Zeln became Logan. She helped us so much, I am in her debt forever. She has hurt me, very much, but I still love her. Do you remember the little differences we had...we would go to stirry to help, she was always there. She was always willing to listen, to help me with my troubles...and now that person is you.

July...you went to camp. You didnt want to leave...and I didnt want you to go either. It was only 10 days, we could live 10 days, right? I was sad, but I kept hope up, and I bothered everyone in IRC for those 10 days. I was so excited when you came back, I just wanted to hug you. But...you were different. I went to stirry, I was sad, angry, hurt...why were you so changed? It was like you didnt even care about me anymore. This is the one time in 2 years, that I thought we were over.

I was going to give it a few days. I thought I might be feeling selfish, because you do have a life outside of me...its just that during that time, so much changed you have no idea, so different you were. A whole new person, not the person that left 10 days ago. I gave it a few days, and in about a week you started becoming old logan again. Though, I have to admit, that week was very very long. But it got better, and we became ourselves again.

August, homeschooling began. I started this because I was tired of the crappy education system here. I didnt have a chance at a proper education at the school I was at. Horrible school. Homeschooling was a wonderful option, I still love it and dont regret it. I had a year of college german under me, and I learned the skills of teaching myself and indepently studying. That has come in useful for this year at magnet.

We got more time together when I started homeschooling, it was much appreciated, but time isnt what we really need, its just being with you. Whether its 5 minutes, or 5 hours, I love you the a bit more after every day.

October...you wrote a letter to me. This letter may not be very important to you, but it has one line that is very important to me. It sparked hope in me...you said "I dont know if I should tell you this, but I have hoped that you are 'the one' for me." That ment alot, it ment I wasnt dreaming blindly. I knew I couldnt put everything into it, or I might get hurt...but I could have hope.

You are so...wonderful. Absolutly wonderful. You do these little things for me, or just do things period, that are so cute, loveable, wonderful, amusing...I could go on if you like. I remember one time, I was feeling sad, and so I went to lay down. When I came back, you have brought up some very funny quotes just to make me smile. Things like that are very very Loganish. :)

November 20th, one year. My gift to you was 'our song', Buon Girono Principessa. And you gave me a 2 minute wav :) You voice, I love it. I dont know why, but its very good. I remember hearing that wav for the first time...it was the first time you told me you loved me. I will never forget that. Do you know how hard this stuff is to write? Its like an emotional rollarcoaster. 'I have never told you I loved you...' I will never forget that.

November 30th, the package. She should of warned me...you should of. I was in some serious trouble. Definally...and this time, I had to answer to my father. "Do you really love him?" "Yes", and I remember he looked troubled. He didnt say anything else, just left. I didnt know if that was good or bad. But I had said it, and there was no turning back.

Janurary...2003, we are getting there. I made a point in my diary, the past cannot be changed. And it cant, these past two years will never have changed, the good and the bad is forever. But see, that is a wonderful thought. The past two years have been utterly wonderful, and they will always be that way no matter how we end up. I realized in this entry that we are different. Yes, took me this long to figure it out. While other people my age are going down each others thoats or up anothers shirt, we cant even hug. While others go drinking and partying...we cannot say a simple 'I love you' to each others face. Yes, we are very different.

The school year ended, and you went off to work, and so did I. A big one for us. It was a bit rocky at first, but then we got the hang of it. At least my schedual was garenteed, unlike someone else ;) I have to admit though, it was pretty dang hard. You were gone alot...and I missed you, but, I believe it definally prepared us for what came, and what is to come.

School! Magnet! It happened so fast, didnt it? One day 'hey maybe ill go there' next thing I know...im back in public school, a magnet school. New people...alot of new people. One question I had...what am I to do about us? Please oh please dont let a boy ask me out...and well, it happens. I dont know if you can ever truly understand why it was so hard to tell Hunter no, but it was. I told him no...and he didnt listen. Maybe he will now. I will never understand why guys cant take NO for an answer, so we are even. But hunter was just another challenge we had to overcome.

Now you are looking at university. You will be moving away. Probably Ontario...for most couples this would be detrimental. Dasterious. But I dont think it will be for us. It will be hard, no doubt, but I know we can get though it. Im just worried about how you will deal with it. Youll be leaving your mother, someone youve spent your whole life with...Im sure youve already realized this, but I just worry. I know your a big boy ;) But I can still worry about your well being. But, if there is anyone in that whole darn film school that can acheive their dreams, its you.

The question that had me captured....what will we become? We dont know, I dont know. Personally, I think this. Whatver will happen, will, we cannot change it. I do believe in free will, but if God wants us to happen, then it will. I know we are here for a purpose, as to what it is, we can only guess. I know what I want in some ways, others im completly lost. But only time will tell for us. And so, I love you Logan, may we have many more years to come. <3

Make Notes

25th November, 2003. 5:46 pm.

Name: Alisha
Age: 16
Hometown: Orlando
Hair Color: brownish
Eye Color: differs
Height: 5'2"
Siblings: brother and sister, and step sister
Peircings: ears, lots of them
Tattoos: n/q

Color: Purple
Song: I hope you dance
Movie: Braveheart
TV Show: Charmed
Actor: Robin Williams
Actress: not sure
Singer/Band: anything broadway
Type of Music: broadway
Vacation Spot: somewhere far far away
Place to Hang out:my compie
Store: bath and body works
Clothes Brand: old navy
Perfume/Cologne: vinalla fields
Drink: Dr. Pepper
Food: Rice cake
Subject: German
Holiday: my brithday
Season: Spring
Teacher: Mrs. Crawford, 6th grade math

Best Girl Friend: Amanda
Best Guy Friend: Frankie
Funniest: both of them
Loudest: definally amanda
Craziest: amanda
Smartest: frankie (this is sad...only two people)
Most Attractive: none
Most Trustworthy: amanda
Most Compassionate: frankie
Strangest: amanda

[LAST .. ]
Movie you rented: Children on their Birthdays
Song you listened to: An der ende vom tag
CD you bought: uh...long time ago
Person you hugged: richard
Person you kissed: mother
Person you touched: richard
Word you said: nope
Song you sang: happy birthday
Thing you ate: chicken with vinegar
Thing you bought: 4 rolls of film
Person you called: Amanda
Person you IMed: logan
Vacation you went on: Lake Gaston, 4 years ago

[DO YOU .. ]
Drink: alcohol, no?
Do drugs: no ;)
Play sports: Fencing
Have goals: Graduate college with somekind of degree, have a family, and be happy. Hopefully none of those conflict.
Go to school: unfortunally
Want more peircings: acually, I would like a belly button piercing
Believe in love: most certinally
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: umm, sorta
Believe in God: yup
Get good grades: most of the time
Smoke: nope
Like rollercoasters: nope
Drive: hate it

Online Relationships: well..*g*
The death penalty: against
Premarital Sex: against, but to each his own
Homosexual Relationships: it shouldnt be offical religiously, but legally, sure
Drinking & driving: never
Suicide: completly stupi
Using someone: depends
Teenage smoking: Against
Underage drinking: under supervision
Soap Operas: ick!

What shampoo do you useshower/bath: several kinds
Shoes do you wear: Reebook
Deodorant do you use: Secret
What are you scared of: spiders
What kind of car do you have/want: I have a mitubishi galent
Favorite Quote: "If your on thin ice, you might as well dance"
Supersticious: nah
Believe in astrology (zodiac): no
How often do you change your profile: uh, never
Do you write real letters (on paper): once in a while
How many people on your buddy list: over 40
How many are online right now: 8
What time is it: 5:43 PM
Whats the date:: 2003, November 25th
What did you do yesterday: Read a book, went shopping, fixed my website: http://www.alishahime.com/movies
Do you like candles: yes, very much
Do you burn inscence: no, hurts nose
Do you have a cell phone: yes
Last person who IMed you: logan
What was your first screenname: alisharfhime
Scarriest movie you've ever seen: the exorcist
Funniest movie you've ever seen: not sure
Saddest movie you've ever seen: life is beautiful
Ever cry at a movie: yes
Do you like 'reality TV': no!
Ever seen Grease: yes
Favorite Candy: Aqua
Most embarassing moment: had some bad times..
Did ya like the survey: no, rather talk to logan!

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11th November, 2003. 6:02 pm. Quiz

Do you dream at night? all the time
Do you remember your dreams? most of the time
What time do you go to bed usually? 10-11 on school nights
What time do you wake up normally? hit the alarm at 7, get up at 7:30
What time do you wake on weekends? 9 or 10
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? nice, if I mean too
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? 4...

Do you like school? its alright
Why/why not? American history...
Whats ur fave subject? Fencing
Most hated subject? American History
Do you have a fave teacher? I like ms watkins
Ever had a crush on a teacher? nope!
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? english person

Do you have heaps of friends? Not really
Do you have a best friend? Nope
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? girls, only one guy friend, two if I count Logan as a friend...
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? Yes
Have you ever lied to a friend? not intentionally
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? No

Do you like your parents? most of the time
Ever run away from home? no, but ive wanted to
Ever thought about it? yes...this weekend acually
Do you have any siblings? brother and sister
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? annoying..
How old are they? 13 and 23
If not, do you mind being an only child? n/a
Do you feel your parents spoil you? nah
Do you not get along with any of your family? not really
Do you have big family get togethers ever? no, we avoid them like a plague...

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes. *nods*
If so, are you in love with them? Yes
Do they love you? Yes
How long have you been together? Two years next week
Most romantic thing theyve ever done for you? tried to be prince charming

Ever had sex? No
Believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage? Well, if they get screwed and have a baby before marriage..thats their fault. But if its like someone your engaged to...up to you for that risk!
Believe in casual sex? No
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? You dont exactly plan that...just the right time, right person.

Do you have a religion? yup
Do you practice it i.e go to church? nope..
Do you believe in God? Yes
Jesus? Yes
Satan? Yes
Heaven? yes
Hell? yes
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? Not sure.
Does death scare you? It doesnt scare me for me leaving this world...im just afraid for those people I leave behind, I dont want them to hurt over me.

Have you ever been drunk? No
taken drugs? No
stolen? No
shoplifted? when I was 5
tried to commit suicide? Nope
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? Not on purpose
Gotten into a fight? yes
Are you more innocent or guilty? innocent
Would you date a drug addict? no
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? No
Are you racist? No
Are you discriminatory to anyone? depends
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? probably.

**cut out two sections cause this is LONG*

Are you funny or serious? both
Creative or not? not sure
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? Logical, definally
Are you outgoing or shy? both
Are you lazy or active? active I suppose
Have you ever been hyperactive? no
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? no

Are you happy with the way you look? Its alright
What would you change? My chin *nods*
Do you wear makeup regularly? No
Do you have a large wardrobe? nope

Do you have a job? no
Do you like it? n/a.
Are you a saver or a spender? Ssaver
Do you work hard or slack off? Work hard
Have you ever been fired? No
In trouble at work? No
Made a major mistake? nah
Ever had money stolen from you? yes..
Are you always broke? nah

~embarassing moments~
Ever snorted drink out your nose? nope
Ever giggled like an idiot? of course...logan can vouch for that..
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? Yesh
Ever said soemthing really stupid? yes ;)
Ever snorted while laughing? yup
Ever sleepwalked? dont think so
Ever sleeptalked? been told I do, but I really hope I dont!

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1st November, 2003. 11:45 am.

A - Act your age - I dont usually, its supposed to be 16, but sometimes Im 6 or 36. *nods*

B - Breast size - I dont think ill put this one online

C - Chore you hate - picking up doggie poop

D - Dad's name - Kevin

E - Essential make up item - dont wear it

F - Favorite actress - not sure, not a huge female actress...maybe holly marie combs?

G - Gold or silver - silver

H - Hometown - I will always call goldsboro my hometown

I - Instruments you play - flute and piccolo, and the piano badly

J - Job title - student!

K - Kids - 1 or 2...

L - Living arrangements - with my parents

M - Mum's name - Karen

N - Number of people you've slept with - depends how slept is ment...if like...sex...um...none...

O - Overnight hospital stays - I can only recall one.

P - Phobia - Ummm...my loved ones dying, certain fabrics I *Cannot* touch, clowns

Q - Quote you like - "If your on thin ice, you might as well dance"

R - Religious affiliation - not sure anymore, christain

S - Siblings - little brother, little step sister, big sis

T - Time you wake up? - Around 7.

U - Unique habit - Not sure...

V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - cabbage

W - Worst habit - procrastination

X - X-rays you've had - arms, legs, stomach, head...

Y - Yummy food you make - 7 layer cookie bar!

Z - Zodiac Sign - Aries

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13th October, 2003. 8:30 pm.


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13th October, 2003. 8:26 pm.

001. name : Alisha
002. nicknames : Alisha, Lish, principessa, tink
003. sex : female
004. birthday : April 6th
005. age : 16
006. star sign : aries
007. place of birth : Florida
008. current residence: at school: home
009. hair colour : brown and red
010. eye colour : a mixture of brown and green
011. height : 5'2
012. writing hand : right

013. do you bite your nails : sometimes
014. can you roll your tongue : no
016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : yes
017. can you blow smoke rings: havent tried
018. can you blow spit bubbles : ewww
019. can you cross your eyes: yes
020. colored hair: yes
021. tattoos and where : want one
022. piercing and where : 5 in ears
023. do you make your bed daily : yes
024. skipped because I don't know the question cause logan took it out
025. which shoe goes on first : right
036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : nope
037. how much money is usually in your wallet? : a quarter
038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : a ring
039. whats sexiest on a guy : hmm, nothing? ;) not sure acually
040. whats sexiest on a girl : no idea
041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : late great
042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl
043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : like 8
044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : hands
045. do you cook : yesh

046. how often do you brush your teeth : every night
047. how often do you shower/bathe : usually every night
048. how long do these showers last : 20 minutes
049. hair drying method : air
050. do you paint your nails : no
051. do you swear : hardly
052. do you mumble to yourself : yeah
053. do you spit in public : no, nasty
054. do you pee in the shower : again, no nasty
055. the cd player : pee in the cd player?! O_o
056. person you talk most on the phone with : no one
057. what color is your bedroom : white and purple
058. do you use an alarm clock : yes
059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: Logan, again, in a good way
060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : nope, would be...intresting. Cold lake anyone? *snickers*
061. ever sunbathed in the nude: yes...
062. window seat or aisle : window
063. whats your sleeping position: on my side, on the left of the bed
064. what kind of bed do you like : my big queen sized
065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : sometimes, or half on top and half under
066. do you snore : no
067. do you sleepwalk : nope
068 do you talk in your sleep : Ive been told I have, but with how I dream, in not surprised
069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal : nope
070. how about the light on : nope
071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on :cant stand it

072. had sex : never
073. were kissed or kissed someone :excluding family, year and a half
074. watched bambi : month or so ago
075. cried : last week
076. talked on the phone : 20 minutes ago
077. read a book : last week, the human comedy
078. punched someone : not recently...6th grade

079. is music important to you : kinda
080. do you sing? : badly
081. what instruments do you play? : flute and some piano
082. what do you think of Eminem : awful

083. pop music : some
084. rock music : some
085. punk music : no
086. rap music : no
087. hip-Hop/RB : no
088. country : yes
089. jazz : some
090. classical : yes
091. new age : yes
092. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : Have to agree with logan, "broadway" seems to be pratically unheard of!
093. your word : lol ;)

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